Sad

I don't know why these few days I keep singing this very sad song from Jay.. Maybe it's simply.. I'm just sad.

I need Neverland!

This second I have this ugly thought in my head.

I was just missing the Netherlands so I looked at my old pictures in facebook and also those who are currently still living there, and suddenly... there were these butterflies on my stomach. Lots of them.

I am getting older, and I may not have this chance to have those amazing moment anymore. I should have had those experience! I want them... I want them so bad....

Peter, please help me! Take me to Neverland where I cannot be old, and let me have those amazing experience I have missed in my life.